Dari dulu sampai sekarang...

Aq dri dlu Ada beberapa pe'el yg mmg smpi skang sma jgk...aq paling tak suka nak berebut...klu ko nak ko ambil...nak tau np aq xsuka berebut...psal klu Org la..klu Org tu mmg syg kat kita dia akn ptahankan cinta or sayang dia...so bla dia dah bgi peluang kat Org lain masuk dlm hti dia...so ko fikir la sndri..dia syg ko atau tak... lg 1jenis manusia yg dah bt ko cam sampah..ko bgi peluang n dia repeat salah yg sma...mmg aq dah tawar hati..so jgn tnya aq KENAPA....mmg nak aq sumpah seranah ja...1 lg jenis aq xsuka...klu aq dah xsayang kau xyah mnyusahkan diri kau cari dukun bagai nak manderam aq...sat lg aq pulang blik kat kau bru ko tau...aq dah lma diam2 sat lg aq Gila mmg aq pang je la...tgn aq pun dah lma tak melayang ni... klu rsa nak ambk...ambk la..ckp elok2 kat aq..xyah blakon bagai...aq klu aq btl2 syg kat Org tu...aq nak dia bhgia...biar la x dgn aq pun...bkn aq xpenah bt kan...mcm nak Gila aq syg kat dia...alih2 dia blh syg kat Org lain..aq ni punya nak Gila nak bangkit blik...apa pun...aq doa kan semua Org yg aq syg bhgia...kawan...teman...sahabat mahupun kenalan...semoga korang sentiasa bhagia...

its a long day.....

gian aq nak mcoret dah dtg...too much things in my mind right now...have something that can't be say n can't do anything by anyone probably...too much story lately...me..my sweetheart...my friend... my new social life...my new activity....n a new person in my life right now...maybe just for temporary....

my new social life is...aq ada group mnari y aq pun x pernah fikir akn wujud n involve ngan aktiviti camtu...but bnda tu blh hiburkan hati aq yg tgh kusut...hati aq yg asyik nak sedih ja...aktiviti ni bt aq sgt bz..smpi lpa sma bnda tuk sementara....tp bla aktiviti ni hbis sma bnda dtg blik...tp kadang malas mo layan sgt...just lately ni byk sgt bnda yg mngacau ktenteraman hdup aq....

my friend dunia akhirat...susah senang aq...senyum tawa aq...sedih tangis ku...semuanya dia tau...thanks byk tlg aq sjak kblkgn ni...she always make an effort to make me smile...she is the only erma zarina that i have...thanks girl....thanks bab fhm kwn ko yg senget ni...nasib la ko x senget cam aq jgk...hahhaha...hope ko kan jmpa kbhagiaan kau...

sjak dua menjak ni mmg aq try mnyibukan diri ngan aktiviti belia...walau ntah apa2 aktiviti pun aq join ja...smpinya aq trapat ngan sorg pegawai yg bru transfer n sma senget cam aq jgk...tp ada bnda yg aq xblh mo go on...

sweetheart..buah hati ku...my princess...my baby...my everything...lately ni i feel something bad...ntah la apa yg jdi...aq sndri pun nda tau...mgkn ah sejarah akan berulang kembali???hurm...i can't imagine if i have to go through again what i have been through...please let me smile...until the end of my life...the last of my breath....no body know apa yg aq tanggung skang...i try to smile for everyone...but sometimes...silent is the best way....sakit mcm mn pun....never ask me WHY...bab soalan tu la paling susah dlm dunia yg aq mo jwp....